Monday, July 28, 2008

Fear

So, what I'm most afraid of is the total lack of control currently. I have zero control over the health and wellbeing of the developing fetus. At this point, its survival is completely beyond my control, and that's terrifying.

As I explained to a friend earlier, I have a compulsive avoidance of all things related to tragic drama, and so thought of a terminated pregnancy is a huge and terrifying prospect.

Official

Its official